i am writing again…
erm..agak lama jugak aku tak menulis kat blog ni…bukan tak de cerita..banyak…cuma tak berkesempatan…..and now…i am writing again…sementara tunggu nak wish selamat hari raya aidiladha to orang2 di Malaysia….nun jauh di mata…sentiasa dekat di hati…..
erm…i am proud of myself….aku dh janji tak nak sedih lagi..and for this time….aku cool..je …esk raye? yes..let it be….memang la jauh di sudut hati kecil ku ini….sedih bile semua org dapat berkumpul….and i am alone here…
but its ok….this is the time for me to be alone…mungkin selama almost 15 tahun aku banyak berkorban (if i could say it ) untuk org lain…i dun mind..walaupun tak dihargai…its ok….yang penting..buat baik kepada kedua ibu bapa…taat pada suami…..insyallah..i will be fine….tak kisah la…yang lain2 tu….tak semua org suka and ambik berat pasal kita…as long as the one you love,care about you…that is the happiest thing in life…and do appreciate them…dun ask more then what they can give you….accept and adapt…
yes…i am learning a lot now…thanks for my great personal tutor…my love one…yang selalu make me think…about things in reality…sometimes..things does not turn into what you want it to be…tapi its ok….semua tu ada hikmah…cuma hati perlu redha…..and kebergantungan pada Nya tu…kena kuat…Allah itu maha adil….
bila aku tengok berita…tanah runtuh kat bukit antarabangsa tu….aku rasa at least….aku patut bersyukur…walaupun jauh…i am fine here..and can still talk as usual to my dear hubby…and my mom and dad….
erm…i miss my hubby so much…but its ok….he is coming here soon…lagi 10 hari je…we wil see each other…..i promise myself…i will be nice to him….memandangkan..terlalu byk pengorbanan die kat aku……i have to be nice to him…die selalu baik kat aku…aku je slalu merajuk ngan die…selalu complain….erm…i know…i am really sorry syg…if i do ask too much from you…thanks a lot cos banyak sabar ngan ayang…i love you tau…ingat~
sempena hari raya ni..ayang susun sepuluh jari…mohon kemaafan atas semua kesalahan ayg….i hope u will forgive me…i would like to be a good wife to you… hari ini..esk..dan selamanya..insyallah~
