~its all about balances~

aa: Do I ever cross your mind?
mj: No
aa: Do you like me?
mj: Not really
aa: Do you want me?
mj: No
aa: Would you cry if I left?

mj: No
aa: Would you live for me?
mj: No
aa: Would you do anything for me?
mj: No way
aa: What would you choose: your life..or me?
mj: My life

AA runs away in shock and pain and MJ runs after AA and says…

The reason you never cross my mind is because you’re always on my mind.
The reason why I don’t like you is because I love you.
The reason I don’t want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn’t cry if you left is because I would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn’t live for you is because I would die for you.
The reason why I’m not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.

I once had a friend who grew to be very close to me. Once when we were sitting at the edge of a swimming pool, she filled the palm of her hand with some water and held it before me, and said this:

"You see this water carefully contained on my hand? It symbolizes Love."

This was how I saw it: As long as you keep your hand caringly open and allow it to remain there, it will always be there. However, if you attempt to close your fingers round it and try to posses it, it will spill through the first cracks it finds.

This is the greatest mistake that people do when they meet love… they try to posses it, they demand, they expect… and just like the water spilling out of your hand, love will retrieve from you .

For love is meant to be free, you cannot change its nature. If there are people you love, allow them to be free beings.

Give and don’t expect.

Advise, but don’t order.

alhamdulillah….berakhir sudah sebuah penantian…….pada tarikh 08-03-08 aku selamat dinikahkan dengan putera hati ku. majlis berjalan seperti yang dirancang….cuma ptg tu hujan lebat….anyway, everything ok…thanks to all my friends yang datang dari jauh dan dekat…… memang berdebar to go through the conversion phase from single to plural…..huhuhu……

 

Aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg mungkin bisa kau rindu
karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
oh karena hati tlah letih

Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg selalu bisa kau sentuh
Aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu
Tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati
Oh bayangmu seakan-akan

Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
Yang memanggil rinduku padamu
Seperti udara yg ku hela kau selalu ada

Hanya dirimu yg bisa membuatku tenang
Tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang
Dan sepi, dan sepi

Selalu ada, kau selalu ada
Selalu ada, kau selalu ada